It’s mostly to do with my wolf’s personality. I have always had the instinct to demand respect from others, so my wolf and I find it difficult to deal with people who talk to me in a degrading or irrespective way.
In my early teenage years, I would lash out whenever someone tried to challenge me in any way. I would make sure no one would even dare to think of going up against me which had made everyone distance themselves from me.
No matter how hard I tried to supress the urge to dominate everyone, that instinct was much stronger than me. Jay and his parents helped me get through that stage and I can control myself much better now.
Jay went through a similar phase but it was expected of him, since he is the future alpha. He will be the dominant Alpha, it’s in his blood. But me? I had no excuse for my behaviour. Most of the pack thought I was a troubled kid, the orphan pup who was being brought up by the Alpha and Luna out of pity.
I have everything I could ask for, which I’m really grateful for. Kaitlyn, Jay’s mum, recently brought up the subject of mates. Most wolves around my age find their mate or already have one. Kaitlyn is worried about me because I’ve travelled a lot around the country for matches and haven’t come across my mate yet.
To be fair, Jay is twenty one and hasn’t found his mate yet. I know I’m not ready for a mate, not that I know what being in a romantic relationship is like. It’s a weird subject for me and I’m just praying she doesn’t bring it up at the party.
All of them sensed Jay’s presence as they looked his way to bow their heads in submission. Many of them started walking their way towards me with big smiles on their faces. Seeing their happy mood made me laugh in delight. READ MORE...ON THE CHAPTERS
