I'm sorry, I can't love you even if I want to...! I told him as tears ran down my cheeks. I know I broke his heart, the first mistake I'd ever regret.
We can't have this conversation now Anna, we already went too far, what happened to us being intimate and all those promises we told each other?
I was lying okay, I don't want anything to do with you, I was just overwhelmed that's all. I don't love you! You should leave now! I told him still facing the window. I suddenly felt him back hugging me. He kissed the nook of my neck and I felt my knees weak.
Anna, I know everything happened in a rush but, we can talk about it later when you're sober.
There is nothing to talk about Shawn, leave! The first mistake I'll ever regret is by meeting you at the first place! 'I know this one got him, no it got me, ever word that came out of my mouth Pierced deep in my heart. I was lying to myself, Shawn was the best thing to ever happen to me, but I had to break him to protect him. That's how much I love him.
